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Created on 2007-04-15 21:54:47 (#12736199), last updated 2007-04-22
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Basic Info| Name: | sanna_lou |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 04-07 |
Biowell then,... welcome back,me.
to cut my long story short -I am German and live in the Uk since sep2005 which means at last my mum and friends can't control me anymore. I just turned 23, and go through anorexic, bulimic as well as compulsive overeating without purging phases for 6years now. my weight therefore fluctuates constantly. if I lose I lose because I restrict or restrict and purge. as soon as I start eating "normally" again, I gain it all back and a little more. and this again and again and again.
Funnily enough everyone thinks I'm trough with my problems because apparently it's obvious that I am HEALTHY looking, when in fact it has never been worse.
my stats:
5'5"
cw 134.5 as on april 14th 2007 (i am disgusting)
hw 137 last week on holiday in the US(so gross)
lw 101 (I have never been happier and as happy again)
gw1 130
gw2 125
gw3 120
gw4 117
ultimate gw between 111 - 115 (ONE SPECIFIC # JUST FREAKS ME OUT)
I've got a long way to go, but hope I'll find support here and motivation.
I've got 29days to see first results. that's when I'll be seeing my baby again. I refuse to call him my boyfriend because I don't do long-distance, but although I would never admit, I am not interested in anyone else WHATSOEVER, and he's wonderful, and that's all that matters.
think thin. never give up never give in my lovelies!
xxx
sanna
to cut my long story short -I am German and live in the Uk since sep2005 which means at last my mum and friends can't control me anymore. I just turned 23, and go through anorexic, bulimic as well as compulsive overeating without purging phases for 6years now. my weight therefore fluctuates constantly. if I lose I lose because I restrict or restrict and purge. as soon as I start eating "normally" again, I gain it all back and a little more. and this again and again and again.
Funnily enough everyone thinks I'm trough with my problems because apparently it's obvious that I am HEALTHY looking, when in fact it has never been worse.
my stats:
5'5"
cw 134.5 as on april 14th 2007 (i am disgusting)
hw 137 last week on holiday in the US(so gross)
lw 101 (I have never been happier and as happy again)
gw1 130
gw2 125
gw3 120
gw4 117
ultimate gw between 111 - 115 (ONE SPECIFIC # JUST FREAKS ME OUT)
I've got a long way to go, but hope I'll find support here and motivation.
I've got 29days to see first results. that's when I'll be seeing my baby again. I refuse to call him my boyfriend because I don't do long-distance, but although I would never admit, I am not interested in anyone else WHATSOEVER, and he's wonderful, and that's all that matters.
think thin. never give up never give in my lovelies!
xxx
sanna
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